Fear is the Mind Killer
Man my life is becoming worse and worse every day, I think a lot of things to change in my life but I run into the same shit, my momentum direction must be change. Today was a bad day, Sandipan the pshycoist professor of IITM robotics department just doxxed me today, he inquired me like a police officer, I heard no prof doing that but this guy is an hardcore sadist, he want's to ruin people's lives, which is a quality that I don't see in any profs other than him. He is restless unless and feeds on our fear, he thinks he's all proper, regular, elite professional guy, but the truth is - he's just a middle aged piece of shit who couldn't do any solid research to become popular and elite as he think he is, that kills him. The truth is he's a Narcissist. I try to keep myself calm and try to pull myself together in a situation where someone is behind my back who tries to pull me deep down into the underworld, but not knowing when. I herby myself try to take exa...